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Bit 11-18-2009 11:17 AM

Love Letters
 
Sometimes it's nice to have a place to save them... I'll start.
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Gryph}}}}}}}
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You know, it's a funny thing, my love... we took such a huge chance on
each other, and did something so utterly crazy. I knew better, you
knew better--but we did it anyway.

I've never regretted it. I never will. Being with you started my
life again. I waited for so many years for someone like you... well,
I guess I was waiting for YOU, yourself, eh? And I am so glad our
paths finally crossed, and that we were crazy enough to take one look
and each reach out for the other, grab on and refuse to let go...

Thank you for our life together. Thank you for That House. Thank you
for Margaret and our other ghosts, for the Gryphons and the Cats, for
teaching me how to let go and see the world again. Thank you for our
own cats. Thank you for loving the Ladybug. Thank you for all the
help you've given to those I love. Thank you for who you are and what
you do.

Thank you for deciding to live all those years ago, for getting sober,
for fighting your way through all the obstacles so that you could
become who you are.

Thank you, my love, for being born on this green earth, for choosing
to live at the same time I am living, so that we can be together.

You make the world better for everyone around you, every day of your
life, just by being here. Thank you.

Happy birthday, darling. I love you with all my heart,
Cath



Bit 11-18-2009 11:18 AM

Dear Ladybug, heart of my heart,

I love you to the ends of the earth. Thank you for going to sleep and knocking off that infernal racket.

Always,
Mama

Bit 11-30-2009 04:23 PM

Dear Gryph,

I just wanted to tell you how utterly proud I am of you. I hope that when you come and read this, it will be at just the right time to give you any kind of boost you might need after spending your retail days with greedy people and harried customers. *what, y'all thought I was gonna call the customers greedy? tis the bosses, my Dears, so eager for their bonuses they are spending their employees heedlessly* Darlin, I mean it when I say you are part of the reason the economy is recovering. Your work is part of the gear that drives the mechanism.

What you do might seem meaningless to you given your bosses' attitudes, just a difficult job, a paycheck that doesn't go far, and no respect at all; but what you do for the people who come into the store is magnificent. You don't have to be flashy and showy, you know; you don't have to pull any miracles out of your hat. All you have to do is to be yourself, my love, and allow your energy to be in the store. Your very presence calms people down and gets them grounded again--and that is NO small gift during the holiday season for customers OR for fellow employees!

Your competence and customer service skills, your loyalty, your willingness to give it your all and go above and beyond the call of duty, day after day, are part of the reason that store is still in business. You are the kind of employee that any business in its right mind would give anything for.

I suppose it might seem weird to you that we cannot afford the things your customers seem to take for granted... a disconnect in the fabric of reality, so to speak... but what we do with your money, while not so much fun, is no less important than how you earn it.

We bought a house this year. It might not mean much to anyone else; it might seem insignificant in the face of the housing crisis, but it was one step for the positive and that always counts. It counts even more, I think, because neither of us had a house before; we increased the housing market and that's another step towards the positive.

Then we added in utility bills neither of us had had before, and there's another step towards the positive. Oh, I know, miniscule steps as far as others might be concerned--but however miniscule, they ARE steps and they ARE positive. In our miniscule way, we are standing on the short side of the scales and tipping the balance back, tipping towards positive, adding our weight to the crowd of others who are doing the same, doing our part to redress the balance.

We are supporting local businesses *possibly a little more than he may have realized, shhh!* and doing what we can to keep our money in the neighborhood, to keep our friends employed. We are using the money you earn with your back and brain to establish ourselves in a neighborhood that desperately needs us, a neighborhood that needs our commitment to stability, to local spending, to helping others in all the ways we know.

We may not have much, my love, and you may not feel like you get any respect at all when you're out earning what we do have.... but I want you to know that I see who you are and what you do. I see how hard you work, and how committed you are, how stable and loyal. I see that you are a wonderful person. I see your dedication to providing for your family.

I see how you spend your energy, my love, and I see how you spend your time. I value and respect you for your choices and for your dedication, for your values and for your hard work, for your stability and your loyalty.

I cherish you. You call me your treasure? You are my treasure. I can't imagine how I was lucky enough to catch your eye.... I can't imagine how I was lucky enough to find you single.

What on earth were your exes thinking? How did they let you get away?

.........what were you doing with such stupid people? lol!

Your Pop would be so proud of you, love, and your Nonna too; your Mom, your Dads... you are who you set out to be, my love.

I am so grateful you chose me to walk this path with you, so grateful for the chance to live with you, love with you, learn from you.

Being with you is the best thing I ever did for myself, love. I hope I can return the favor.

Always,
Yours

PearlsNLace 11-30-2009 05:14 PM

Dear Someone Special,

I just want to thank you for the joy you have brought in my life. I have smiled so much, my face aches. No matter what the future holds, I cherish what we have today. Thank you for the camaradarie, the laughter, and the impossible closeness we have shared that no miles between us can diminish.

When you came, my luck changed. Thank you for understanding and appreciating my need for self reliance as well as my need for comfort and support.

Thanks for making the room spin, my face flush, and all sorts of interesting physical changes just by saying a few words.

Thank you for enjoying the blur of the last few days with me, for appreciating the magic of the space we are in RIGHT NOW, as well as the nervous excitement of what may come.

Its time to wake you up now. So Good "Morning"

Gryph 12-03-2009 09:44 PM


Dear Babygirl of my heart. *BLUSH!!!!!*


Bit 12-04-2009 07:09 AM

Dear Gryph,

Beloved, you have my heart. You always will.

Remember that no one can take anything from you without your consent. Keep your shields high today, my love.

I'll be leaving soon to take the doglet to the vet, but I'll be back before you leave for work. Remember while I'm away, I love you with everything that I am and have.

Yours,
Always

Random 12-11-2009 11:59 AM

I'm leaving this here for you to find..

It's all the things I tell you rolled up into one tidy lil post.. So when I'm mad at you or cranky with the world, or over involved with things that I think I HAVE to do right NOW or the world will end.. So when those times come.. you can visit this post..


You are a complete wonder to me.. I am amazed daily that not only do you love me.. but you like me..

I love the way you walk through the world.. A gregouros big butch of a woman... Making friends where ever you go.. You talk to strangers in line, at the gas station.. I don't think the word stranger danger is in your vocabulary.... I love that about you..

I love the way that you are bold and out there.. You absolutly refuse to take any kind of shit from anyone.. Doesn't matter what your relationship with them is.. You don't let anyone walk on you..

I love the way your mind works.. I love the fact that you will boycott a movie on the big screen because you don't agree with the actors behavior on set.. but will wait to netflix it... grin...

I love the way that you look for nuonces and subtext in books and movies.. and want to talk about what YOU think it means.. Not proclaiming that this is what it means.. but what it means to you..

I love the fact that you causualy pick up ever bag in the car.. Leaving me with my coffee cup and the keys... heh.. Most of the time, I don't even get my own purse..

I love the way you yell at the screen declairing something is BULLSHIT..

I love the passion in your soul.. your adventurous nature.. The way that you like everything until you have tried it.. Then and only then is it possible that you don't like it..

I love your open heart.. No matter what happens in life.. you don't shut down, don't close off.. You are not naive, you know bad stuff happens.. But still, you stay wide open...

I love the way you defer to me.. It's so amazing this gift you give.. the trust you place in me..

I love the way you don't see me as a work horse.. Someone who need to work harder, longer, better.. Climb that ladder, help you network... You don't give a rats ass if I work or not.. clean the house or not.. cook or not.. (although you would be mighty grateful for some bread.. I do know that.. grin)

I love that you accept that my demons are just that.. Ghosts in the machine.. For me to deal with and let go of.. That you KNOW they have nothing to do with you..

I love that I can look into your face and see the girl you were.. A wild child running free.. Salt tangled hair, sweat on your brow, no shoes...

I love that you laugh at me when we are watching suspenseful movies.. When I hide behind you and say.. *this is how we watch them.. I hide and you tell me what I missed* Grin...

I love.. absolutly LOVE the feeling of your body next to mine... The feeling of your head on my shoulder with my arms wrapped around you.. Looking down into that beautiful face... It fills me with such complex emotions.. I want to protect you from the world, and at the same time I want to take you to that place that you love.. See how high I can make you before I give out.. lol.. because we both know that I'm always the one to say.. Enought!!!! At the same time.. The feeling of you wrapped around me.. Those wonderfuly thick arms surrounding me.. safe, warm, home..

I want you to know.. If I could paint, if I could draw... I would do a charcole of the picture I carry in my head... The long line of your back, the vulnerability of the curve of your shoulder and neck.. your wild mane spread out over your face... Strength and Vulnerability.. Sensualality and Innocence..

There is so much more.. but they are flashes in my head.. not ready to be put into words..

I love you baby... Thank you for the last six months..

Bit 12-11-2009 01:06 PM

Ahh, Ms Cyn, that was beautiful!

Random 12-11-2009 02:30 PM

thank you bit..

they are shallow compared to the woman who inspired them..

I wish my muse hadn't retired to become a ski instructer up in Vail so many years ago... I would love to be able to write poetry about this butch..

I'm really lucky that she is like a bulldog.. Once she set her sights on me.. That was it.. No matter how many times I told her to *Get the F**** out of my house.. she kept coming back.. (I may have been liked to a skittish horse a time or two)

I am blessed beyond belief...

Bit 12-11-2009 04:10 PM

I know that blessed beyond belief feeling, darlin. Tis a wonderful thing, eh?

Mitmo01 12-12-2009 06:58 PM

that was magnificent my love and i thank you for this, I shall remember its here when i need to look at your beautiful and eloquent words...

you are loved beyond measure and time...

Jet 12-12-2009 07:50 PM

Nice thread Cath, would love to write to and a certain so and so but she doesn't exist anymore. Probably never will again.

Bit 12-26-2009 10:00 AM

Thank you, Parker.

I used to write to someone I didn't know yet... it turned out to be Gryph, but at the time I started writing, I had no clue if there would ever be anyone again for me, either.

Princess4u 02-05-2010 10:41 PM

My Darling Love,

You have long been in my heart and in my dreams as I am awake as well as in slumper. You have captured my very being and know how to reach the deepest parts of my soul. I know you are out there fighting your way to find me, as I wait patiently for you to come and take me to the place we know as home in our hearts.

You complete that part of me which has been lost through time and sorrow. As if you have been protector of that which life has stolen from me and given to you to keep til the day we meet. As I hold that piece of you which has been ripped from your heart by life's many cruel lessons, and I await to return it back to the place from which it was plucked so long ago.

Perhaps we have crossed paths and did not see the other for blinded by the light of another. Perhaps we are just now meeting and have yet to know who the other is. Our future awaits to be opened, for that moment of discovery could just now be upon us. Perhaps, we have found that special flame starting to glow brighter and are too weary to let it shine ablaze. If that be the case, I will be there to hold you high and let your light set the world a fire for all to see the love you feel for me. As I will stand beside you and let the world see the glory that you are and the love I have held onto for you. For you are my heart, my soul and my love. You are the sun in the morning and the moon casting upon us at night. You are my blanket and I am your pillow.

My darling love, oh please come when you can, but come to me no matter how frail or tattered you may be from your battle to find me. For I am here waiting like i have promised you so many times, in so many dreams and in so many prayers. I am here to bring you to the the home we have already built within our hearts.

With all I have and all my love!

bigbutchmistie 02-08-2010 09:54 PM

Dear:

What do I say to you here that I havent said on the other sites. Countless nights have passed. I have sat at this very table and penned my thoughts and feelings for you. I have the copies in a shoe box in my closet. I wonder if I will ever be able to hand them to you in real life. Some days Im like a lil kid at the thought that you exist. Other days reality strikes me and I realize you are just a mirage.

So the letters sit up in my closet in the shoe box. Growing dust. Somedays I just wanna throw them away. I dont know what makes me leave them up there. But there they will sit. Until I get the nerve to throw them away.

Me

Princess4u 02-08-2010 11:10 PM

You came to me so softly and asked to be mine. Like you longed to be part of something or someone to complete who you are. You laid your head in my arms for me to caress your soft skin and feel your sincere request as if I would say something you wouldnt want to hear. Oh my darling, how could I refuse you?

Tis you who make my life complete!! I held your face in my hands and looked into your deep green eyes and asked," but will you be mine?" We smiled at oneanother and the tears of a hundred lifetimes slowly crept from our eyes. It was then that I knew we already belonged to one another and always would for a hundred lifetimes more.

I found you and you found me and time stood still. What a glorious day that was to see you smiling at me from across the street. Like we knew eachother, like we had done this before. I knew then it was you!! The YOU, I had been searching for for so long. They say good things come to those who wait, and wait I have.

You took me in your arms and we kissed for what seemed a lifetime and all the pain and sorrow we both have endured for so long, just seemed to melt away as if it never were. We kissed until we both lost ourselves to slumber, and what a way to drift off to sleep. In your arms to safe and warm filled with a love I have never known.

I cherish our memories my love, as I cherish you! May you find me waiting for you at the place we planned to meet. I will be the one with the blue dress and red roses for my love, my life, for you.

Til then,
All of my heart!
Princess

Corkey 02-13-2010 11:18 PM

My love has changed my life forever. She gave me strength, peace, devotion and compassion. She made the darkness shine with her brilliance, the sunlight cannot compare with her shinning smile. She makes the hours of aloneness fly by and I know with her I am never alone. I am bonded by my flesh to her, but it is my heart which she holds so gently with such ferocity. This gentle soul is mine for now and forever.

I love you, Daddy.
:givingarose:

Princess4u 02-21-2010 12:23 AM

:rose:
My Dearest Love,

I closed my eyes with a smile on my face, for thoughts of you raced through my mind. As I drifted off to sleep, I could feel your pressing against me, keeping me close, keeping me safe and keeping me warm. I smiled again for you felt so precious next to me. I took a deep breath and your scent caressed every part of me inside and out. I thought to myself, how could life be this good? How could I be this blessed to have one suce as you as my soul mate, my love, my "hym?"

My mind wander spiralling further down into the dark rhelm of sleep and into the parts of me which contain my dreams of you. I found myself sitting alone on a beach with the brigh summer sun glistening upon my skin and dancing a spectrum of colours throughout the stands of my hair. The warm ocean wind dancing through my hair and my coverup was refreshing and yet soothing to my soul. I heard a wistle and turned to the sound to see you in the distance with a dog frolicking in the waves as they caressed the sands edge. My thouht wanst broken for long, I went back to my deep contimplation forgetting that slight distraction. Unaware you had slowly advanced to the edge of my towel and blocking my side from the warmth of the sun. You cleared your throat and I looked up starttled to see you staring down at me.

Oh how fine you were, just pure handsomeness and beauty all mixed in one. You said hello, and I returned the jesture. I knew then, you were the one, your voice swept me away, your confiendence was sultry and your smile, well it took my breath away. I was yours from that moment on as I am yours today, as I will always be yours for all eternity. Please find me when you can and I can promise you what we both have needed, yearned for, desired will be ours to hold. You will find me on the waters edge from here til the end of time. For I am the wind, the sun, the water and the sand between your toes. You will find me there my love, my soul , my Hym. For I shall wait there until the earth spins no more.

Until then I am yours
your lil babygirlprincess:rose:

bigbutchmistie 02-21-2010 12:30 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princess4u (Post 54351)
:rose:
My Dearest Love,

I closed my eyes with a smile on my face, for thoughts of you raced through my mind. As I drifted off to sleep, I could feel your pressing against me, keeping me close, keeping me safe and keeping me warm. I smiled again for you felt so precious next to me. I took a deep breath and your scent caressed every part of me inside and out. I thought to myself, how could life be this good? How could I be this blessed to have one suce as you as my soul mate, my love, my "hym?"

My mind wander spiralling further down into the dark rhelm of sleep and into the parts of me which contain my dreams of you. I found myself sitting alone on a beach with the brigh summer sun glistening upon my skin and dancing a spectrum of colours throughout the stands of my hair. The warm ocean wind dancing through my hair and my coverup was refreshing and yet soothing to my soul. I heard a wistle and turned to the sound to see you in the distance with a dog frolicking in the waves as they caressed the sands edge. My thouht wanst broken for long, I went back to my deep contimplation forgetting that slight distraction. Unaware you had slowly advanced to the edge of my towel and blocking my side from the warmth of the sun. You cleared your throat and I looked up starttled to see you staring down at me.

Oh how fine you were, just pure handsomeness and beauty all mixed in one. You said hello, and I returned the jesture. I knew then, you were the one, your voice swept me away, your confiendence was sultry and your smile, well it took my breath away. I was yours from that moment on as I am yours today, as I will always be yours for all eternity. Please find me when you can and I can promise you what we both have needed, yearned for, desired will be ours to hold. You will find me on the waters edge from here til the end of time. For I am the wind, the sun, the water and the sand between your toes. You will find me there my love, my soul , my Hym. For I shall wait there until the earth spins no more.

Until then I am yours
your lil babygirlprincess:rose:

Nice letter. I hope you find your dream butch soon :)

GeekBear 02-21-2010 01:44 AM

To the most beautiful part of my day,

where to start? I feel truly blessed to have met you. thank you for always caring enough to ask how my day was. I've never met anyone that I could talk to about anything at all and know that I'm not being judged until I met you. thank you that everyday I try and be the best me I can be, you have shown me that I do anything I want as long as I want it bad enough. thank you for the sound of your voice, every morning and every night. what a wonderful thing to wake up to and fall asleep to. you know just what to say and how to say it and you're not afraid to tell me to suck it up or let me know when I'm whining :) you are truly amazing and words can't express how lucky I feel to know you. most of all, thank you for being you. love always, ~geek~

Princess4u 02-21-2010 02:30 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by bigbutchmistie (Post 54356)
Nice letter. I hope you find your dream butch soon :)

You are too kind, thank you for your sweet thoughts. I just dream, hope is no longer in my vocabulary. Sorry to say!But I do hope your fair lady finds her way to you soon.

bigbutchmistie 02-21-2010 09:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princess4u (Post 54381)
You are too kind, thank you for your sweet thoughts. I just dream, hope is no longer in my vocabulary. Sorry to say!But I do hope your fair lady finds her way to you soon.


Im glad you hope my friend. Thanks one of us has too. I dont anymore. Nor do I dream. :)

Princess4u 02-21-2010 11:37 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by bigbutchmistie (Post 54480)
Im glad you hope my friend. Thanks one of us has too. I dont anymore. Nor do I dream. :)

Nor do I.....it has been a long time struggle trying to keep hope a float, but well surfice it to say...it no longer exists... I try to find joy in other means, but its impossible. How can you have hope for something you have never know yet feel exists and yet cant seem to find it. I am here for you and I understand all to well!!

bigbutchmistie 02-21-2010 12:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Princess4u (Post 54589)
Nor do I.....it has been a long time struggle trying to keep hope a float, but well surfice it to say...it no longer exists... I try to find joy in other means, but its impossible. How can you have hope for something you have never know yet feel exists and yet cant seem to find it. I am here for you and I understand all to well!!

I concur :) Exactly how I feel now. I am here for you as well my friend :)

Princess4u 02-26-2010 12:05 AM

Oh my Light of Joy!
I never knew your touch, nor your voice. I have waited for so long to feel you next to me holding eachother tight for loves last breath to sweep us away together for all eternity. You are so far away my love, my friend, my passion. What a life we could have had....if time would only last a bit longer my darling. For I always knew it was you, I was waiting for. And you came to give me loves last kiss. You are just as I have dreamed of so many times. Your warmth and tenderness surround me in my last moments....my wrinkled features dont distress nor deture you from our first embrace. Oh sweet love, it is just as I imagined in so many dreams throughout my life. You came, you never stopped your quest to find me sweet prince, you came for me. How can anyone be so bless for these few moments left, to be in your arms as I look up into your grey eyes and see a lifetime of happiness experienced in only minutes....you came for me. To touch your face and see your gentle smile and know...at last finally I am home inside your heart. You came for me my darling. My frail withered body laying next to you for the first and last time for here and now is all we have my love. I have dreamed of you and loved you for so long....I couldnt experience anymore joy than this moment. As my tiny hand caresses your cheek just once more...I shall whisper my undying love to you...and thank you for your undying love for me. My hand slowly slips away with the end of my whisper and breath leaved my body laying limp in your arms....thank you for coming for me. All of my love, your lil princess.:lips:

RNguy 02-26-2010 03:22 AM

Dear Kamereon
 
( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

Princess4u 02-26-2010 04:50 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by RNguy (Post 57613)
( this is not your typical love letter by the way - it's for my late butch brother)

Dear Kamereon,
There is never a day that goes by my brother where I do not think of you in some aspect. The impact you left on my life, was such an amazing one. I remember the day we met years ago, I remember being new to the community and taking some heat from an obnoxious guy, and you shoved your way by hym and took up for me and put hym in hys place. From that moment on, we became bonded for life and each others side kick.
We started our own little club in each others user notes and it kind of flourished into a funny little out there escapade with some people floating in and out reading about us and trying to figure us out. I still have every user note left up there and still from time to time read them and laugh.
I remember the day you became sick, and called me. I remember the day you told me that you were diagnosed with multiple tumors and that it was cancer and spread throughout your body. I never told you , this but I crumbled that day and was so angry that I met my soul brother, and angry bc you were going to be leaving me in a few months.
No matter how brutal the truth was , you and I always were honest with each other. You asked me if you were going to die, and I said yes. I remember your gf ripping my ass so hard that day and reeming me for telling you that, but it was the truth and I was not going to give you some false lie.
I remember the very last words you said to me, which I will take to the grave with me.
The kind of bond you and I had was something that brothers rarely get to experience in this life. I cannot believe how identical our lives were. We were the exact same person in 2 different bodies and states.
I'm forced to make a decision on a big move in life at this moment. This is the decision you made and I think i'm doing the right thing, but i'm going to follow in your footsteps with this one in hopes that I may do something positive for myself, and help others in the process in need. If it's meant to be that my decision fails, then I will take it with the meaning that my God has a different plan for me. I asked myself the other day , where is my brother when I need hym the most, and i'm not sure but today, there you were speaking to me. I know you are always around me in some form.
This letter is for you my brother, I want you to know that I truly loved you with all that I had inside. I cannot wait to see you again, and I know that when it's my time to leave this earth, you will be there to show me some ropes in another life. Thanks for the brotherly love you gave to me, thank you for opening up to me, thank you for believing in me and thank you for your honesty and dedication . Thank you for being a soldier and fighting for our freedom in the Gulf. I was and am so proud of all the accomplishments you achieved in your life. You are my brother, my hero, and my inspiration .

Love,
your co-bassmasterbrotherbdawg

-RNguy

Baby, that is beautiful...and now I understand...and support your dreams even more...I know hy is with you and will be by your side in spirit...as I am in life...you are my friend...I wish and pray for you to follow your heart and live this dream, if the LORD so permits....if not please dont feel downhearted...bc as you say..HE has another plan and that is never wrong...and know that perhaps your brother in life is your angel up above...and hy may want a different life for you! For hy knows the hardships of this world and can see you in a differnt place giving of yourself still and loving humanity in the same way as hy did! GOD bless you my friend..i love you!!!
Always...your princess

Princess4u 03-02-2010 10:31 PM

You kissed me....you reached over the console of your car and you kissed me....!!! Our lips meeting for the first time like raindrops meeting a leaf on a tree for the first time....you kissed me....you were sweet, yet strong and firm. Your lips dancing with mine as if we had danced this dance for an eternity before tonight......you kissed me!!!! Your tounge lightly tasting my mouth like a rich chocolate candy, wanting to savour each speck, each morsal of wet, sweet goodness. Minutes fade to hours it seems....our lips never parting.....I knew then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours for all of eternity...I love you

Jet 03-02-2010 10:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Princess4u (Post 60001)
Minutes fade to hours it seems....then, with the quickening of my heart and the desire which flowed through me at that moment.......I was yours

sweet lines.

bigbutchmistie 03-03-2010 09:55 AM

I agree sweet lines :)

Bit 03-03-2010 03:29 PM

Dear Gryph,

I have no adequate words; I can only try to say what you mean to me, who you are to me. I am blown away by the depth and strength of your love for me and your commitment to me.

I can never repay everything you have done for me, not even with a lifetime to try.

You were right, you know. You aren't always right about yourself--isn't it ironic how wrong we can each be about ourselves?--but you were right about me. You always are.

Still, I am stubborn and foolish... and I suppose that's part of why you're right. Thank you for the depth of your love that simply accepts me as I am with no judgment. Thank you for allowing me the room to keep on trying even when we both know what the outcome must be. Thank you for this very great gift of your unending support.

My love, you are astounding,
Cath

Jet 03-05-2010 12:59 AM

Sweet Darlin',

I'm not very good at this you know. But tonight, I thought about you—
what you would feel like in my arms slow dancing to an old Ricky Nelson record.
So simple. I would love to hold you and, without words, fall more in love with you
than I have ever loved. You have my heart, you see, and it skips a beat at the
thought of belonging to you. I would twirl you gently and watch that beautiful grin
of yours widen and your eyes fall softly to the floor as you came back to me.
I would never let you go, because surely then I would have fallen into your soul.
a world of hope and laughter and tears and pain
at times a gentle breeze in a hurricane
a world full of doubt but love works it out
young emotions
I have never let on you know, about your way and how deeply you move me.
I close my eyes to see you and my head spins and clocks in the room stop ticking.
You stop the clock, sweet darlin', and make my sun dance forever. So loved.

I've never told you that I would be tender as tender can be—
my lips caressing yours—then on the corner of your mouth to kiss you there slowly.
Twirl and sway beautiful girl. Let me pick you up and carry you off to a life together.
we'll face each new tomorrow, dear, undismayed
for our love will keep us together
and our love will help us to weather
these young emotions
You are my ecstasy.

Princess4u 03-05-2010 01:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Ol' Jet (Post 61216)
Sweet Darlin',

I'm not very good at this you know. But tonight, I thought about you—
what you would feel like in my arms slow dancing to an old Ricky Nelson record.
So simple. I would love to hold you and, without words, fall more in love with you
than I have ever loved. You have my heart, you see, and it skips a beat at the
thought of belonging to you. I would twirl you gently and watch that beautiful grin
of yours widen and your eyes fall softly to the floor as you came back to me.
I would never let you go, because surely then I would have fallen into your soul.
a world of hope and laughter and tears and pain
at times a gentle breeze in a hurricane
a world full of doubt but love works it out
young emotions
I have never let on you know, about your way and how deeply you move me.
I close my eyes to see you and my head spins and clocks in the room stop ticking.
You stop the clock, sweet darlin', and make my sun dance forever. So loved.

I've never told you that I would be tender as tender can be—
my lips caressing yours—then on the corner of your mouth to kiss you there slowly.
Twirl and sway beautiful girl. Let me pick you up and carry you off to a life together.
we'll face each new tomorrow, dear, undismayed
for our love will keep us together
and our love will help us to weather
these young emotions
You are my ecstasy.

Jet, very very beautiful...any woman would be blessed to open a love letter like this.....princess


PoeticWitch 03-05-2010 06:48 AM

Dear Papa Bear,

I know you don't come on here very often, if at all. I know that I could tell you all of this in person and I have many times already.

I love you. I love you for you. I love you cause you accept me for me. I love you cause you support me. I love you cause you are honest and tell me when I am screwing up. I love that you don't beat around the bush with me. I love that you let me make mistakes and don't say "I told you so". You are so wonderful.

I know it saddens you that I have never experienced these things before. But think of this... I have it now. I am happy now. Happier then I have ever been. So no need to be sad. The past is the past. Learning experiences. Taught me what I want and don't want.

You are my Sunshine

Ducky

bigbutchmistie 03-05-2010 08:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ol' Jet (Post 61216)
Sweet Darlin',

I'm not very good at this you know. But tonight, I thought about you—
what you would feel like in my arms slow dancing to an old Ricky Nelson record.
So simple. I would love to hold you and, without words, fall more in love with you
than I have ever loved. You have my heart, you see, and it skips a beat at the
thought of belonging to you. I would twirl you gently and watch that beautiful grin
of yours widen and your eyes fall softly to the floor as you came back to me.
I would never let you go, because surely then I would have fallen into your soul.
a world of hope and laughter and tears and pain
at times a gentle breeze in a hurricane
a world full of doubt but love works it out
young emotions
I have never let on you know, about your way and how deeply you move me.
I close my eyes to see you and my head spins and clocks in the room stop ticking.
You stop the clock, sweet darlin', and make my sun dance forever. So loved.

I've never told you that I would be tender as tender can be—
my lips caressing yours—then on the corner of your mouth to kiss you there slowly.
Twirl and sway beautiful girl. Let me pick you up and carry you off to a life together.
we'll face each new tomorrow, dear, undismayed
for our love will keep us together
and our love will help us to weather
these young emotions
You are my ecstasy.

Very Well Written :)

Bit 03-05-2010 10:20 AM

Awww Parker! That was just utterly beautiful!

Princess4u 03-05-2010 02:55 PM

Happy Birthday my Love,
Today you were brought into this world. If I could thank you mother for bringing you to me I would do so greatfully. For day, those few moons ago, you entered this world and made it spin on its axel in a new direction. For, today I fell in love with you and with each spin of my heart, body and soul you bring new meaning and direction to my life. Thank you for being the light that you are, not only for me but for so many others whom you touch everyday. Your gentle, gracious ways touch so many sould you may never know the impact upon those of us you reach out to. Thank you for you love! Thank you for coming into this world...my world upon this day! Ilove you more today than yesterday! I shall love you even more tomorrow. Happy birthday my darling!!!!

Bit 03-06-2010 10:18 AM

Ahhh, my darlin,

What is love? Sometimes I wonder if it could be possible to love each other any more than we already do, and then I see you shoulder the burdens and go off once more to spend your time at a job that pays the bills, and I wonder how I could possibly ever love you enough to make up for that.

It's the economy, I know it's the economy which has made your job so difficult, made finding a comparable job so difficult. I think there must be people all over Wichita staying in their jobs as you stay in yours, waiting for the economy to get better... and unless they move on first, where would there be for you to move on to?

It's already dragged on so long, years already as things inch along, and yet still you persevere, giving your time and energy to a place which doesn't deserve you so that you can take care of us. Thank you. I know it isn't easy. I'm holding on to hope that it can get better, that this stuck economy can come back to life a little faster than it has been, that other things can fill the gap.

I listen to you talking to the dog as you walk him, and I wonder how I ever deserved someone so wonderful. He's driving me to the edge of distraction with those temper tantrums; even when I try to stay on an even keel, I'm frazzled by the time you get home. Yet no matter how difficult your day was, no matter annoyed you get at him, you still treat him gently, speak to him as if he were an angel. I cherish that about you. I wish I were able to keep the annoyance out of my voice as well as you do.

I used to be so unrealistic. My younger self, so sentimentally romantic, thought love was all about grand gestures and sweeping someone off her feet. What did I know? I read romance novels and thought they had to be right, since it was clear I wasn't seeing "Love" in any of the marriages around me. But I was wrong. Romantic gestures are only the surface of love; they aren't what sustains a marriage through the long haul.

Real love, deep love, is what sends a person out into the world day after day to do a job that means little to him, so that his family can be sheltered and fed. Real love, deep love, is what you give me.

I can only try to be worthy of it, and to return it.

I remain, as always,
Yours

EthanGaBoy 03-09-2010 03:59 AM

Darlin' one...
 
Hello My Darlin' One,

Again today I thought of you and my heart burned for you. The roads I have chosen have been so long without you. Even at my best I knew that you were out there and I ached to be better so I could find you faster. I looked and there were those who did thier damage. Who used me the way I know others used you. Who abused me and took my kindness for weakness the way your kindness was turned against you. The abuse that befell you I can only imagine until I hear your sweet voice tell me of your trials. When living hard caught up to me and took away the use of my legs and ability to work, my mind and soul screamed for you. I pushed to rebuild myself and even at my best I became half man half machine. Still I waited. Knowing... BELIVING that you my sweet darlin' are out there and that you felt my hurt and pain. That somewhere in the night you heard my cries for you and you sat up knowing it was me calling out to you. Letting you know I'm here and I haven't forgotten nor have I stopped fighting. My heart scarred and numb from a life that I didn't want nor ask for and I as I planned to leave my home to find you a terrible poison entered my body and turned my plans again on end. I slept for a month. Fighting poison and fever to see you in both dreams an delusions as my tormented screams echoed the hallways. When I woke confused and alone I prayed. I prayed to God to give me the strenth to fight this battle He had placed on me. I begged for the reasons. I cursed and fought and hated those Doctors and nurses.Then at night I prayed for them, I prayed for streanth, I prayed for you. I knew God must have a plan He must have some faith in me and needed me to see and understand that my life was not lost. He would put no more on me than I could handle and I had to find my true self so that I could find you. That only you would recongnise the bass in my voice and the scruffy beard on my face. That you would look into my road weary eyes and not only see who I became but who I had been. And that underneathe my armor to the world you would see the man who had fought so long to find you and you would love every part of me. I swear my Darlin' I am comming for you. I am sorry the wait has been so very long. I'm sorry for the pain I know you have suffered. When I finally am before you please forgive me for making you wait. I will take you in my arms and show you the love you have waited all your life for. I will carry you to that place of love we have ached and long for for a lifetime. I will spend the rest of my days spoiling you with my love and reveling in the beauty that is you and your love. Call me your Knight...call me your Prince. I don't care the title as long as I'm YOURS. All my love my Darlin'. Until I hold you in my arms I remain now and forever yours..... :rose:

ETHAN

Princess4u 03-13-2010 04:11 PM

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With all my undying love for you!
Love Princess


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