i went to a gathering of family to have lunch in remembrance of my aunt that passed away. the lunch was at the fellowship hall at a methodist church. so we are all in the fellowship hall and i remembered lines from a movie. so i say, "this woman slams the door in a mans face, and right before she slammed the door ... he said "you murderist!" she reopened the door and said, "what did you say!" he said, "i called you a murderist!" she said, "oh. i thought you said methodist." and closed the door again.
most didn't laugh. o well. |
Year two
My resistance to finishing the step three writing Trust Courage Fear The nature of 'addict brain' vs 'recovery brain. |
Cuddling, good movies, a special project, behavioral psychology and trying to make a decision on pizza toppings.
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Or all veggies. With pepperoni. Not that I have a preference or anything...:blink: |
My schedule is driving me crazy. I desperately need a camping trip, a fishing trip or a visit with great friends!!!:praying:
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The visit with the gyno on Monday morning. I've been told it can take up to 3 hours to hash out the logistics. :wtf:
:yesno: Good thing the extra 8 hours I put in today goes on my next time period which will cover next week :writer: Now I'll have enough hours to cover my medical appointment... :breakdance: |
I'm a bad bad girl.. I'm having pumpkin roll with cream cheese filling for dinner. after getting loopy on benedryl and spending the evening filling out job apps.
tomorrow is payday thank god I haven't done my dishes yet, because after today's stressful workday, I just don't care. gotta love friends that always go out of their way and convenience to help you this storm blowing thru is AWFUL and I'm praying for a safe night for all. |
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As time passes, I am able to accept what she provides me instead of always trying to "make my own will"....this magnificent Universe has always taken care of me...in her own way/timeframe/provisions..so why shouldn't I just go with her flow now...:)> |
A client is on my mind- He was severely neglected and bullied all through school but kept it to himself. He struggles I can see it. After group- I went and sat with him after the other clients left and he broke down and cried with me,
It is so hard to have professional boundaries when you just want to hold someone. So I touched his back and rubbed in for a moment and told him he was safe and it will get better it just takes time, I asked him to promise me he would go to the local alano club after that and sit so he was somewhere safe and surrounding my community. He cried some more, I told him "crying is the best things you could do, let yourself cry, I cry often" and that I could see he was hurt and afraid but that he had numbers to call and places to be ok in where they'd understand. Withdrawal is difficult and I would make sure that his doctor would be made of the anxiety he was experiencing first thing in the morning and I am really glad he told me how he really felt, so I could help him get his needs met. He'll be in my prayers tonight. :praying: |
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How that will look is none of my business. Mine is only to BE the BEST me I can BE. I relate my friend and thank you so much for sharing it- I appreciate your truth Namaste' |
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Food soon that will hopefully warm me up
Then back to the dogs And try to do homework I may end up curling up on the couch with lots of blankets instead Outside of that, I think I've not much else on my mind. |
Finding out that the reason why i felt the bed shake even though i was the ONLY one on it.... was a 3.7 scale earth quake felt by SW Washington and Oregon..
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I am keeping a coulpe of friends very close in thought tonight. It's times like this that I wish I could just cuddle up with them to know I am there, to say things will be okay and maybe for a couple of moments acheive an inner calm through the storm.
A bottle of wine, netflix and homemade treats. |
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I had been disappointed over the fact that I will not be going on the vacation that I had planned, due to all this health stuff and financial stuff. My very dear friend has given me three choices: Italy, Ireland, or England. I am to pick one and my friend will finance my choice of vacation and take time off to not only play tour guide for me, but to fly to the US simply so I won't be alone on the long flight. I am utterly in shock at the offer (which is way too much for me to accept), but also blown away by such a wonderful friendship! I am blessed. (f)
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a kiss goodnight...
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