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Lady_Wu · 05-06-2010, 12:03 AM

I've found that the loneliest I've ever been was when I was lonely WITH someone. I'd much rather live alone than live with someone and feel totally alone. I totally agree w/Strappie's post.
I'm now a shut-in w/no friends. I don't drive, which complicates things immensely. I have MS and a number of other diseases. My old friends disappeared when I got sick. I have no way nor place to make new ones. This place is dead. The computer is my only portal out of here, so the people I meet here are important to me.
Sigh. I used to sing and laugh and volunteer. Now I'm mostly silent. I'm a caretaker to someone I thought would take care of me-that we would take care of each other. Now I feel more like a nurse than a partner. The situation is such that he's only going to get sicker. I have no friends and no support system. I feel very alone.
Thanks for listening.

05-06-2010, 12:03 AM	#48
Lady_Wu Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Queer Stone femme Preferred Pronoun?: M'Lady Relationship Status: given up looking sigh Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: somewhere buried under a pile of books Posts: 197 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 285 Thanked 300 Times in 105 Posts Rep Power: 155956	So glad for this thread... I've found that the loneliest I've ever been was when I was lonely WITH someone. I'd much rather live alone than live with someone and feel totally alone. I totally agree w/Strappie's post. I'm now a shut-in w/no friends. I don't drive, which complicates things immensely. I have MS and a number of other diseases. My old friends disappeared when I got sick. I have no way nor place to make new ones. This place is dead. The computer is my only portal out of here, so the people I meet here are important to me. Sigh. I used to sing and laugh and volunteer. Now I'm mostly silent. I'm a caretaker to someone I thought would take care of me-that we would take care of each other. Now I feel more like a nurse than a partner. The situation is such that he's only going to get sicker. I have no friends and no support system. I feel very alone. Thanks for listening. __________________ I'm the Yin in the Yang and the Yang in the Yin.