I am experiencing multiple feelings currently. I feel stressed, guilty, sad, depressed, angry and a tad crazy.
My mom was diagnosed with cancer in July and has been having chemo weekly. My sisters and brothers all live near by but I am 8 hours away. She is being a real trooper and I call and check up on her regularly but I feel bad for not being there.
She missed her chemo last week because her numbers were low and then had to have an emergency visit to the eye doctor and found out she has a pocket of blood behind her left eye. If it isn't gone in 3 weeks she has to have surgery.
I moved to Atlanta a year ago and I could kick myself in the ass for making the decision to move here. I have a job that is way more stressful than it should be, the traffic is insane and I am missing my family.
Where's a redo button when you need one?
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