Still in my head about how short time really is...more specifically the loss of a grad school friend who had a remarkable bond with her 9 year old son. Her mom previously passed. One day she complained of headaches next day gone. So young. So many years missed since her life was shortened. The one who has seen her share of struggles but always put on the smile, gathered her strength, & fought harder to achieve her dreams. The girl who always found the positive and pointed it out to others. But back to time....we never really know the day nor the hour. Our feelings, thoughts & behaviors need to be on point every second if we are to live fully with those we care about. Would I have done things differently with her? Do I have regrets? Well I think I would have told her what a beautiful soul she had and that she had impacted my life by our joined paths and the time we spent together. I guess her passing makes me see loss is very difficult for me and it doesn't necessarily get easier as we age. Loss is still loss. So to those who have made an impact on my life I need to let them know how much I appreciate them. If it includes you....thank you for being you and being special in my life.
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