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ruthie14 · 05-09-2010, 10:42 AM

How is everyone doing?

I'm not doing too badly. A friend sent me a lovely thinking of you card. Mom is out getting a mani and pedi, so good for a little while. She loved the rosebush I got her for mother's day.

On the flip side, Mom brought up memories of my sisters boy when he was a baby. That was hard to hear and keep smiling. I don't think she thinks before she speaks sometimes. Checked my email and nothing from the my stepkids. No texts, no card, no phone call. I just don't exist for them anymore. I feel very empty and sad. Forgotten. All the years of love, nuturing and sacrifice, and I am forgotten.

05-09-2010, 10:42 AM	#39
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	How is everyone doing? I'm not doing too badly. A friend sent me a lovely thinking of you card. Mom is out getting a mani and pedi, so good for a little while. She loved the rosebush I got her for mother's day. On the flip side, Mom brought up memories of my sisters boy when he was a baby. That was hard to hear and keep smiling. I don't think she thinks before she speaks sometimes. Checked my email and nothing from the my stepkids. No texts, no card, no phone call. I just don't exist for them anymore. I feel very empty and sad. Forgotten. All the years of love, nuturing and sacrifice, and I am forgotten.