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How Do You Identify?: butch/MOC
Preferred Pronoun?: Hy/hym/hys but in circumstances like work and some other places she
Relationship Status: single
Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: nj
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I have a very conflictual relationship with my mother. I have not spoken to her since April because of the depression I experience after talking to her. I married her (rageacholic and my father, alcoholic) in one person. I feel very guilty and go back and about whether to call her. She can be very deceptive and I always wait for the other shoe to drop. I just know that if I let her back in my life I will be coming and going between setting boundaries with my ex and her emotional abuse (contact continues because of the kids) and my mom (emotional abuse)
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