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Nattih · 12-06-2015, 08:13 PM

Feeling, conflicted. I feel like I am in such an in-between phase for so much. Mainly my social groups. I LOVED my last social group, with the long chats, support, and growth it helped me to attain. However, something (IMO) unforgivable was said that made me feel unsafe as an LGBT person. Now I am trying to find a fit in new spaces that I know will be more liberal in that way, but I feel like I am straining or forcing a fit. Growing pains, maybe?

I don't know why I feel conflicted because I think I know that the answer really is that I am more so a social floater and lone wolf. I need to stop feeling such self pity, get over the past, and let myself grow and connect naturally.

Anyway that was too long a ramble.

12-06-2015, 08:13 PM	#993
Nattih Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Single Join Date: May 2010 Location: always on a plane Posts: 174 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 285 Thanked 633 Times in 164 Posts Rep Power: 13046651	Feeling, conflicted. I feel like I am in such an in-between phase for so much. Mainly my social groups. I LOVED my last social group, with the long chats, support, and growth it helped me to attain. However, something (IMO) unforgivable was said that made me feel unsafe as an LGBT person. Now I am trying to find a fit in new spaces that I know will be more liberal in that way, but I feel like I am straining or forcing a fit. Growing pains, maybe? I don't know why I feel conflicted because I think I know that the answer really is that I am more so a social floater and lone wolf. I need to stop feeling such self pity, get over the past, and let myself grow and connect naturally. Anyway that was too long a ramble.