Trust is a major issue with me. Today, I cannot imagine opening my soul up again to a woman. I am happy being single. I have never been one to have to be in a relationship in order to be complete or feel good about me. I was usually in a relationship from the time I came out at 20 years old. After a break-up, I always needed some time (maybe a year or so) before I jumped back in.The last almost 12 years now really hurt me to the core. Maybe I will venture out again and get hooked up when I am 80. LOL! Until then, I have my dogs and I love them more than anything in the universe. Job is good and outside work, I enjoy staying busy with my wood and gadgie projects. There are so any things I want to make. Keeps my mind occupied and excited thinking about them. I am really just a nerd. Heh Heh!
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