[cinnamongrrl]

Last night I dreamnt I was pregnant. I went to the doctor and he told me so...

As soon as he told me I could start feeling the baby move....it felt just like it did with the girls...

In my dream I was scared because

1. I had no idea how I GOT pregnant

2. I still had 3 years of school to finish

3. I'd be doing it totally alone

4. I rather like my life as it is

However...as the dream progressed I got happy about it. It was a boy and I've never had one before lol. Then I started thinking about all the things I did in the past months. Hiking, cleaning, the occasional beer, chemicals I used...my brain is HUGELY logical...even in dreams.

I decided he was a gift from god or the universe or whatever and I told the universe I was going to name him Sawyer. I like that for a boy's name lately.

Now I wake up to not being pregnant... I feel very Meh.

It would have been a good excuse for my weird cravings and sleep disturbances. But no. They are allllll mine.