[cinnamongrrl]

Where to begin....

So I've had this same job for almost a year and a half. Started out great....slowly declined into not so great.

I realized some time ago I was ready for a change. I just needed to find a good job that fit my skills and helped me along on my path. So I did.

Now, my job that stressed me out is in the past and I'm feeling all kinds of anxiety about letting go. Seriously. What's that about?

I've always been an excellent letter goer. I don't dawdle I DO. I don't get why this is causing me so much angst. Unless it's going from familiar to not familiar. But...

I moved 800 miles away on my own to a new state, a new life really. I'm so not this girl who lives in the past and dwells on regrets...so...

I just don't get it. I guess it's just a matter of time. But I just feel so very sad...my heart almost hurts.