[Gayandgray]

I've been doing a lot of thinking about how I kinda wasted most of my younger years drinking and partying, job-hopping, not thinking at all about the future and what I needed to do to prepare myself. My spouse and I both partied and danced and lived it up, and never planned for the NOW. Here I am 47 yrs old with no 401k, making good money as a CNA Team Leader but would rather just clean up after dogs and do commercial cleaning, but knowing that won't pay the mortgage. I'm going through a mid-life crisis, according to my family doctor, because of my hormones as I'm starting menopause. I look back and say damned why didn't I go to school, learn a trade, do something?????? Why did we wait so long to buy the house?? Why didn't I stick with the job closer to home???? All this coulda, shoulda, woulda crap is what's on my mind right now. Oh and the grandkids and all their drama, and my stepson's pending divorce, blah, blah, blah. I just wanna run away to the islands for a few months!!!!
Anybody care to join me??????? LOL!:jeste r: