Clay, I am so very sorry about sweet lil Heidi. I know you know she is without pain now, but I also know about the abundance of pain in your heart. Just know her love is still with you and that you did all you could. Big hugs...
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“You’re so hard on yourself. Take a moment. Sit back. Marvel at your life: at the grief that softened you, at the heartache that widened you, at the suffering that strengthened you. Despite everything, you still grow. Be proud of this.”