[Brooklyn]

Originally Posted by clay

Thank you all so much for your compassion & kind words of comfort!

I am still numb, thinking that just a few hours ago, she was still here, then I realize, she is not here physically BUT her huge spirit is very much in my heart.

I can't eat, or think, or do much of anything. I know I have to get up & go on with life, but damn it sucks losing her...she was everything to me, my Heidi Grilla.

Her transition was very peaceful & I got to be with her, feeding her her fave snack of mini beggin strips...bacon..bacon...

Sorry for derail of thread....

NEVER apologize for sharing your sorrow clay --it is holding it in that harms us. I know I am new, but if you need to talk you can PM me.