[Smiling]

...I'm having a terrible evening. I just can't seem to get it completely together no matter what I do. Always seems like I'm a day late and a dollar short. Now I have to scramble to make things work and it becomes a vicious never-ending cycle of crazy.

And what really pisses me off is how completely oblivious some people are. I'm walking out the door of a public building this evening and I didn't see this young girl behind me. I let go of the door and out of the corner of my eye I see her speeding to the door (if she hadn't bolted it wouldn't have slammed in her face and she was close enough that I would have waited and held it until she got there. Had I seen her). Anyway, she speeds up to get to the door - head buried in a cell phone the entire time - and I practically broke my neck doing a 180 degree turn to grab the door so it doesn't hit her in the face because I had let go of it.

Put your fucking arms out you little fuckwit! I'm not your goddamn concierge, Cupcake - I was just trying to be polite, but you need to do the work. Meet a person halfway, you know what I'm saying? The old me would have let her get smashed and I would have been waiting for her to give me some lip so I could brawl. lol, but not the new me. The new me just wishes people would get their heads out of their phones and attain some goddamn self-awareness. Get a fucking clue, ass clowns.

Okay, so the transgression was minor but I am just having a really bad day. Sue me. Better yet - don't sue me; just give me a hug. I could really use one.



Oh yeah, and I also forgot to add that my bank card and one of my books have gone missing.