I have bipolar with rapid cycling and traits of borderline personality disorder. Luckily, the only thing that's "confirmed" is bipolar.
There was a time that I would say "I'm bipolar" but eventually, I realized I have bipolar. It doesn't have me. Oh, there are days it wins out, of course. Here lately, those days are diminishing.
I recently went back on meds. About 1 week ago, I did my final step up dose to what I should be to level out.
I've never seen so many "normal" days on my mood chart and it's only the 17th.
Currently I take 200 mg of Lamictal, 25 mg (I think) of Inderal, and Ativan prn. So far, this combination is helping me.
I may consider returning to therapy, but I'm not certain on that part yet.
I have my good days. I have my bad days.
As long as the good outweigh the bad, I have no complaints.
Good luck everyone.
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