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Originally Posted by Zimmeh
Tonight is one night that I wish I had a partner. I had to help with a resident who was in full code. Nothing we did could save him. I will be going home alone to cry, for a great gentleman who decided tonight was his night to become an Angel.
Zimmeh
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I'm so sorry. I was at a childhood friend's wake this evening. I was fine til I reached the casket, then the tears just came. The place was full, and I didn't want to upset anyone. I had to step away and choke em down til I could be alone. Fortunately, my lil sister (closest childhood friend) was there, saw me, could tell I needed the hug. To be such a big guy, I'm a mushball. It's a big part of why I did phlebotomy briefly but never pursued nursing. Caring for people constantly only to lose them-- it would crush me.