Thinking about how you learn who care and who doesn't when you're struggling or need help.
Each day I try to do a little. I get so exhausted and I've been sweating a LOT. I read that after surgery sweating a lot is common. I don't have a fever, so, I'm not worried about infection at this point.
After each little thing I do, do I find myself falling asleep. I've been given the ok to drive..so, I went to the store for rice (not even a mile away) grabbed a bag and dog treats and went home..fell asleep for two hours *smh* I've had surgeries before but nothing like this...
Even though I am able to drive I am considered home bound because driving actually wipes me out. The first time I tried, I drove around the block and was to tired to actually get what I needed. To be deemed not home bound you actually have to be able to complete much more than what I have been able too. For example...because driving exhausts me I can not make it to a physical therapy appointment and actually do what is asked of me.
I had no idea until this was explained to me by the nurse from the home health agency. So, I qualify for services..a nurse to check my incision, PT to maintain and regain muscle mass that I loss...and the flexibility in my joints to help me walk better, and OT just to discuss how I can do personal care a different way so not to be a high fall risk. I could use the help.
My spirits are not shot...I feel pretty good considering...just tired.
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