my heart hurts..........I made the decision to rehome my riding horse. I cannot physically handle a full sized horse anylonger. I have serious hip problems that are going to take two years worth of surgeries and rehab to make functional again. I cannot see her spending two years in a pasture, and I cant justify the board for her for that long without me being able to ride her. Just as I made the decision to rehome her to a dear friend (who had made me feel so comfortable in rehoming her) I was told she cant take her for three more months. I need to let go now that I have "let go" psychologically and I will not emotionally be able to handle waiting three more months to release her to someone else. I am in a quandry now...I have other options but she was the best. I dont know what to do...and my heart aches figuring out what to do
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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