[Sweet Bliss]

I went berserk at Dollar Tree last night... bad girl.
But today, I went to Jo Ann's and sat looking at patterns for two hours, then wandered around looking for more stuff to buy.

for probably another hour. Didn't buy a damn thing.

Came back to the house.

T whined about not having a real meal.

I did not get up and make it.

she hasn't paid me for doing her laundry.

I'm beginning to have another dark night of the soul... I can feel it's hot fingers climbing up my back. I survived another anniversary of my surgery. YaY!!

I've lost two whole pounds, said no to pizza, ice cream and chips. I ate salad for dinner.

I am losing my impetus to pull myself out of this pit, so I'm going to sit and cry tonight, cause I deserve a day to fall apart.

Think I'll find a good movie to cry to tonight.... my joy will be right where I left it earlier. Waiting for me.

Carry on

it's just a story.