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Old 05-28-2010, 01:12 PM   #3
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Originally Posted by Andrew, Jr. View Post

Thank you all for your love and support. I am very sore, and tolerating pain to a good degree. Now is the hard part...waiting for the results.

Today I lite a candle for burn victims. I know the pain of being burned on my flesh. I have no idea of how people survive such an ordeal. I also lite a candle for Fiercegrrl for her surgery. It is the last one of the day. The agony of having to wait. I cannot imagine it. My thoughts and prayers are with her, and her recovery.

Love,
Andrew

Thank you Andrew for this candle!
This is one I am very passionate in lighting myself.

I continue the energies from your candle to keep your energy flowing.

For all those who have been in fires, gotten burned by any type of flame or checmicals and those who live day to day with the memory or scars from it!


May this candles energy, find its way into your spirit!
May it sooth and cool your pain.
May it regenerate afflicted areas on your body.
May it help wash away the fear and sorrow.
May it help you to know your physical body is not who you are.
And may it give you the endurance, courage and strength to meet the challenges ahead.

May the wise ones and guides surround you in healing light.
And help you to see past the physical pain and tourment.




I will forever remember my healing waters!




My personal story with burns and fire:

When I was 16 years old and on the run living in an apartment I should not have been in. I had a friend who's husband used to beat her.
As a result of this happening while I was there, I knocked the crap out of him on 2 occasions to save him. ( He wasn't a very big guy )

One night I had just returned from a party and stumbled up my stairs to go to bed. (Back when I drank ) My body had extreme amounts of alcohol in it and I passed out on the bed.
When I woke later, I was very hungry so in my drunken stupper I went to the kitchen for a snack. Looking for anything fast to eat.
Standing there I lit my smoke in the middle of the room and was very disoriented from what I saw.
There were beautiful swirling colors all around me! They looked like oil mixed with water when the sun was shining one them. ( Still drunk and disoriented remember )
There seemed to be no time. I was looking at it as if in slow motion. But I know now it was just brief.
I looked up and realized my ceiling was turning dark. Even a black gray in areas...It was then tht it hit me! (but I was so confused ) I WAS IN FIRE!
WHY ISN'T IT HURTING?

I ran to excape the flames and as I exited the room it was in...Once the air in the other room hit my flesh. I felt pain worse than anything I could have ever imagined! I ran for the bathroom because I wanted to see myself.

There in front of me was someone I did not know. A woman with no hair from her crown foreward. Her face so big, red and swollen that it looked like a balloon. Her hands very burnt and swollen that they would not work.
Then all of a sudden...No sight! I couldn't see anything! I had gone blind!
The alcohol level in my body made me burn very fast and worse than I would have if I was sober.

With every second passing I hurt more...With every touch of the wall to find my way to help my hands acked and burned as if acid was on them.
I had to go down 4 flights of steps to get to my friend..Which was all I could think of doing.

There is much more to that story but getting to the point,
I was blind for three weeks and had burns over 70 percent of my body. I was very blessed to not have been scared for others to see..But I still see them.
The healing took forever!

The husband of my friend was the reason I was burnt..He stuck a hole in my stove gas like with a pen.


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