Last night.....I talked with my oldest son by phone. He says he is fine, but I'm his mother and my motherly radar says differently. I'm going to send him a holiday card and put a little something extra in it, to lift his heart and brighten his day.
Today.... I don't have any plans, other than to make a special meal for myself, and keep myself entertained with creating an holiday card for my oldest son. I might go for a short walk, and say a few 'prayers' for my boys and a few close friends.... who feel not quite right..... "we're all just walking each other home (Ram Dass)", right?
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“The way someone treats you is not a reflection of your worth: It’s a reflection of their emotional capacity,”
— Jillian Turecki.