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Teddybear · 11-11-2018, 09:05 PM

Excited, nervous and scared as hell.

I start Chemo tomorrow and I am not sure if it is what I should be on or not. We are still waiting on the DNA test to come back. They were suppose to have been back Friday 2 weeks ago. We keep saying we know I am some kind of special I guess the DNA test are going to prove that.

I am not sure if I will be able to sleep tonight. What if I sleep thru the alarm in the morning? What if my blood work isnt good enough for them the start. Hell it has been over 2 months since we found out I had cancer just how good is it suppose to be?

Questions I have 1000s of them and I don't know the answers or if anyone else has the answers. Its a horrible place to be and I dont wish it on anyone

11-11-2018, 09:05 PM	#5551
Teddybear Senior Member How Do You Identify?: by my name Preferred Pronoun?: He, him Relationship Status: single Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Here there everywhere. Posts: 2,097 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,620 Thanked 6,233 Times in 1,687 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Excited, nervous and scared as hell. I start Chemo tomorrow and I am not sure if it is what I should be on or not. We are still waiting on the DNA test to come back. They were suppose to have been back Friday 2 weeks ago. We keep saying we know I am some kind of special I guess the DNA test are going to prove that. I am not sure if I will be able to sleep tonight. What if I sleep thru the alarm in the morning? What if my blood work isnt good enough for them the start. Hell it has been over 2 months since we found out I had cancer just how good is it suppose to be? Questions I have 1000s of them and I don't know the answers or if anyone else has the answers. Its a horrible place to be and I dont wish it on anyone __________________ I am ME take me as I am or leave me be..