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easygoingfemme · 03-20-2020, 03:11 PM

Emotionally drained. On top of Covid 19 and work...

Last night I dreamed a lot about my brother. It has been a while since I dreamed of him. It always leaves me feeling very heavy when I wake up.

This afternoon my phone started blowing up with text messages. From my brother's phone. It was my elder nephew. My sister in law must have turned it on to help keep him in touch with us while they are in isolation. But... I wasn't prepared. It's so great to be able to text with my nephew while I can't see him but my brother's name keeps popping up with it and what a tug. My brother and I had been texting just a couple of hours before he died so that conversation popped right up. My daughter said she knows how to change the contact so it doesn't pop up my brother's name every time I get a message. I thought I would want that but now I'm not sure. Renaming his contact just doesn't feel right. I don't know how we're supposed to do this stuff.

Meanwhile my elder nephew figured out how to voice record messages to text and I have about two hours of audio of him burping and farting and making barfing noises and... yodeling.

03-20-2020, 03:11 PM	#6316
easygoingfemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Lil' Miss Sassy Pants Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: My place by the river Posts: 3,692 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,023 Thanked 14,975 Times in 3,318 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Emotionally drained. On top of Covid 19 and work... Last night I dreamed a lot about my brother. It has been a while since I dreamed of him. It always leaves me feeling very heavy when I wake up. This afternoon my phone started blowing up with text messages. From my brother's phone. It was my elder nephew. My sister in law must have turned it on to help keep him in touch with us while they are in isolation. But... I wasn't prepared. It's so great to be able to text with my nephew while I can't see him but my brother's name keeps popping up with it and what a tug. My brother and I had been texting just a couple of hours before he died so that conversation popped right up. My daughter said she knows how to change the contact so it doesn't pop up my brother's name every time I get a message. I thought I would want that but now I'm not sure. Renaming his contact just doesn't feel right. I don't know how we're supposed to do this stuff. Meanwhile my elder nephew figured out how to voice record messages to text and I have about two hours of audio of him burping and farting and making barfing noises and... yodeling.