[GeorgiaMa'am]

Sad, and a little wistful. I went to see Dixon's son today, mainly to pick up a few things he had that I wanted and to get him to sign Dixon's taxes that I prepared. One of the things he had was Dixon's wedding ring, which has been lost since Dix passed away. I thought it was gone forever. I'm glad to have it back, and also sad to have it back.

A friend went with me, and I'm glad he did. He prevented me from getting sucked into a revolving pit of "Do I want this or not? Should I keep this or give it to somebody?" In the end everything fit easily into my car trunk, just four duffel bags. Some of it I'm already questioning why I kept it, like Dix's riding leathers. Hy was just so sexy in those - still, what am I going to do with them? And I don't really want to deal with treating them and maintaining them. Other things, like hys leather vest with hys patches on it, I will treasure. A few things, like some of the toys from hys kinky toy bag, I will give to people who will appreciate them and would like to have something to remember hym by. All so sad, I anticipate feeling sad every time I handle something.