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How Do You Identify?: High Femme Ma'am
Preferred Pronoun?: Ma'am
Relationship Status: widowed - involved, poly
Join Date: May 2010
Location: Georgia
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Sorta kinda better. I've been doing stuff today, as opposed to just lying in bed and thinking about how bad I feel. I guess that's an improvement, at least psychiatrists seem to think so. One of the things I did was bake brownies - does that really count as "doing something" though, when I know I will just eat them to comfort myself? As it turns out, I only had two - and I enjoyed them, I didn't just gobble the whole pan down in sadness.
I also played with the dog, which I'm sure she appreciated since I have mostly ignored her for several days. I made sure she had plenty of toys, but of course that's not the same as playing with me. Honestly, if I'm asleep or dozing in bed, she usually just gets in her crate and sleeps.
I did some arts and crafty stuff, too. That's definitely an improvement, as I haven't felt creative at all lately. I couldn't even come up with an idea before. Today an idea finally came to me and I started it.
So yes, "sorta kinda better" describes well how I'm feeling.
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It's true that you are touched by something
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