[bigbutchmistie]

Dear :

Today is particulary hard for me. I sat at the mall for a while watching couples. Probably not the best idea to do. And after having dinner with my best friend and her gf yesterday sure didnt help these dumps either. Ive reached a level in my life where Im happy and content but I feel empty all the time. I long to wake up next to you and get upset at the thought as to what I have done so wrong to have not met you yet. Nothing substantial relationship wise. I mean I have loved and lost. Who hasnt as I am sure you have too baby girl. That will be just one of the reasons why we will work.

Im so apalled at femmes that I go out with on this course of dating. I cant understand how its a common belief that just because I am butch to them it means I dont need romance or affection. Maybe I am old fashioned. But I believe in giving and receiving. I believe in give and take and give back.

As I know that you do as well... Since you are my other half.

Signed,
Aching For You Bad Today