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Andrew, Jr. · 07-06-2010, 07:35 AM

I have OCD. It has at times ruled my life. I would not wish this on anyone. For me it is just now how I go about living. It does ruin lives, relationships, and just about everything you can imagine.

You have to realize that I am 46 yo, and nobody in the medical community had any clue what it was I had growing up in the 60's and 70's. They all (the dr's) thought I would grow out of this. Nope. It just has gotten worse over time. Sure I can go thru treatment, but the cost of it is so very expensive. I just don't have the money or the will any longer to do it. It is what it is. Now if you asked me maybe 2 or 3 years ago before my heart attack, and all, I would have jumped at the opportunity to change my OCD. But now, no.

07-06-2010, 07:35 AM	#5
Andrew, Jr. Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Over the Rainbow in a House Posts: 5,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,004 Thanked 5,250 Times in 2,217 Posts Rep Power: 0	I have OCD. It has at times ruled my life. I would not wish this on anyone. For me it is just now how I go about living. It does ruin lives, relationships, and just about everything you can imagine. You have to realize that I am 46 yo, and nobody in the medical community had any clue what it was I had growing up in the 60's and 70's. They all (the dr's) thought I would grow out of this. Nope. It just has gotten worse over time. Sure I can go thru treatment, but the cost of it is so very expensive. I just don't have the money or the will any longer to do it. It is what it is. Now if you asked me maybe 2 or 3 years ago before my heart attack, and all, I would have jumped at the opportunity to change my OCD. But now, no.