[Apocalipstic]

I've been there too, and though it might sound trite, in time you will be happier, I promise.

If you can afford it, therapy is an excellent suggestion, if not.... surround yourself with friends.

I also especially think it sucks that she told you to move out after draining the bank account which I would think severely limits your options. How people handle break ups says so much about their character. Rise above and go on with your life in dignity.