[Rockinonahigh]

Looks like im headed to the reunion,I do hope my spook refles and somewhat unease of crouds dont mess it up.I gess I should be on some valum or something but meds dont do well with me so I do my beat to deal with these feelings when it hits.Ya know its like always wateing for something bad to happpen when there is no reason for it to..that nervous edge that keeps ppl on the muscel.My son said ppl who are in constantly dangerous or situations where being unaware of suroundings could be bad for u ..like soulders in battle or stressfull times have this...he should know cause he was in the army for years and in special forces and been to war.I never thought of it that way.For once I would love to compleatly relax and take a deep breath and let it go.I dont go around fixing to fall apart,just a but more wary than most.