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TenderKnight · 07-21-2010, 11:51 AM

First of all, Thank you all for posting in this thread.. I have been reading quietly for a couple of months now.. I have been thinking about starting a "Friends of Jimmy" thread, I'm mainly dealing with my opiate (spl) addiction.. I stopped cold turkey last friday because I didn't trust myself to go to T.J. to get some to ramp myself down. I have to say, opiate withdrawl sucks ass.. Hard.. lol

I asked a co-worker to take all my stash and booze lastnight.. She isn't in the program but cared enough to do it for me.. It still amazes me how friggin SCARED i was to let her have it all.. I've set down all my spiritual tools, but am fumbling around for them.. My body feels like crap and I'm embarressed to be in withdrawl. I will be going to some real/time meetings soon, but right now, I am having issues just getting out of bed..

Blah.. I'm going to be ok, but needed to share on a more public level and the fact that you all can't see me right now helps. Thanks.

Tony, sick addict who is getting better, ever so slowly..

07-21-2010, 11:51 AM	#384
TenderKnight Member How Do You Identify?: Kinky Poly Transman Preferred Pronoun?: He Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Monroe, NC Posts: 551 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 773 Thanked 822 Times in 256 Posts Rep Power: 2402408	First of all, Thank you all for posting in this thread.. I have been reading quietly for a couple of months now.. I have been thinking about starting a "Friends of Jimmy" thread, I'm mainly dealing with my opiate (spl) addiction.. I stopped cold turkey last friday because I didn't trust myself to go to T.J. to get some to ramp myself down. I have to say, opiate withdrawl sucks ass.. Hard.. lol I asked a co-worker to take all my stash and booze lastnight.. She isn't in the program but cared enough to do it for me.. It still amazes me how friggin SCARED i was to let her have it all.. I've set down all my spiritual tools, but am fumbling around for them.. My body feels like crap and I'm embarressed to be in withdrawl. I will be going to some real/time meetings soon, but right now, I am having issues just getting out of bed.. Blah.. I'm going to be ok, but needed to share on a more public level and the fact that you all can't see me right now helps. Thanks. Tony, sick addict who is getting better, ever so slowly.. __________________ The beatings shall continue.. until moral improves..