Thank you Sherrie and softness.. As well as to the others that have contacted me privately.. Thankfully, the withdrawl isn't too severe.. Lots of loose stool and feeling like i have a crappy flu.. Been taking imodium and lots of water.. If it were worse, I would check myself in.. This isn't my first time with this.. lol. You know how we learn the tricks.
I will be calling my sponcer soon and am off saturday.. There is a pretty big speaker meeting at the Alano club down the street, will connect with some more folks there. I guess my main issue is pride and shame right now.. Hence, I'm talking about it here first.. I was over a year clean before this.. I know what I need to do, it's just hard to hand over my power.. I have been repeating the first step and have been praying for the courage to let go.. Will take time, but I know I can get there if I just take the first steps.
Thank you for being here and for your thoughts.
-Tony
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