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Lady_Wu · 07-21-2010, 10:28 PM

when you discover that the options you have are to stay in a crazy-making situation to be with your loved ones. to leave would be to break a promise you made to yourself that no matter how hard it gets, you're not leaving. and to leave would be to destroy your identity that you have built over years. hell is when you have to fight not to BECOME as crazy as the people that made the situation are. hell is feeling like you have to choose between that fear and the fear that if you stay, you will spend the years you are still healthy enough to leave wondering every day if you should...hell is being so isolated for so long that you have no-one to help, should you decide to leave. hell i know.

07-21-2010, 10:28 PM	#23
Lady_Wu Member How Do You Identify?: OFOS Queer Stone femme Preferred Pronoun?: M'Lady Relationship Status: given up looking sigh Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: somewhere buried under a pile of books Posts: 197 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 285 Thanked 300 Times in 105 Posts Rep Power: 155956	hell is.... when you discover that the options you have are to stay in a crazy-making situation to be with your loved ones. to leave would be to break a promise you made to yourself that no matter how hard it gets, you're not leaving. and to leave would be to destroy your identity that you have built over years. hell is when you have to fight not to BECOME as crazy as the people that made the situation are. hell is feeling like you have to choose between that fear and the fear that if you stay, you will spend the years you are still healthy enough to leave wondering every day if you should...hell is being so isolated for so long that you have no-one to help, should you decide to leave. hell i know. __________________ I'm the Yin in the Yang and the Yang in the Yin.