I just saw this thread! Oh, my!!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Spirit Dancer}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Gryph and I will keep you and yours in our thoughts and hearts, darlin, and will send you all the healing we can.
Please do your best to follow doctor's orders, but even more than that, please don't fall into the trap of thinking you brought this on. It's bad luck that it happened, but it isn't in any way your fault.
Sometimes our bodies just cannot handle what life throws at us. Most people go through life never knowing that they have something seriously wrong with them, because whatever it is doesn't act up under normal life conditions---it's when extraordinary needs drive us to push ourselves beyond our limits that we find out there are problems.
I'm sorry you're so sick right now. I hope you can rest and recuperate. It would be so hard for me, knowing that I couldn't take care of my own... but sometimes a person has to step back and let other people carry part of the load. I hope that you can do that, darlin. After everything you've given to everyone else, it's time for you to be the one who receives, so that you can regain your strength.
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Brightest Blessings, love. May the Goddess hold you and yours safe within Her hands, sheltering and protecting you, and may the healing power of the Universe restore your lives.
Much love,
Cath
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