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Wryly · 08-06-2010, 11:43 AM

Looking forward to this weekend with my family.

I've been feeling a bit off lately - - - the summer got off to a promising start (romantically and healthwise) but now it seems things have just gone totally south.
My nephew got a job that he enjoys. The problem? I drive him to and from work each day - he works about 1/2 hour away. The drive is no problem - it is the getting up at 4:30 or 5am. I'm either dragging for the rest of the day or else I just crash and sleep the day away - - repeat for 6 days. OMG - I'd dead tired and I'm not even the one working!
My job hunt has been put on hold. As have been my workouts. And I'm feeling very blah because of this. I'm trying not to get down on myself about it but it does bother me - - even though the scale shows no difference I feel the pounds trying to creep back on.
I want to go to the Reunion!!! Financially things are tight. There is a slim chance I can go - but the waiting is so difficult.
Romantically? I always laughed when a friend said he was bad boyfriend material - it sounded like an excuse of him to behave badly or just not try. I try.....but.....it seems that I am bad boyfriend material. *sigh*

So I'm really looking forward to the family time this weekend. My sister and I will be hanging out with a brother and a SIL and some friends. I got to visit with some of them last weekend - - - but not long enough. This weekend will be a longer visit. Which is just what I think I need. I felt so better - - it seemed my energy was renewed and my mood was better.
Maybe I'll be able go get some advice (or even a kick in the behind would be good at this point!) - - advice, insight, pity - - I don't know but being able to just talk and laugh and not worry about stuff for a couple days is very welcome at this point.

08-06-2010, 11:43 AM	#3543
Wryly Member How Do You Identify?: bemused butch Preferred Pronoun?: polite ones, please Relationship Status: single butch Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: my little butch house Posts: 988 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,789 Thanked 1,568 Times in 620 Posts Rep Power: 14094254	Looking forward to this weekend with my family. I've been feeling a bit off lately - - - the summer got off to a promising start (romantically and healthwise) but now it seems things have just gone totally south. My nephew got a job that he enjoys. The problem? I drive him to and from work each day - he works about 1/2 hour away. The drive is no problem - it is the getting up at 4:30 or 5am. I'm either dragging for the rest of the day or else I just crash and sleep the day away - - repeat for 6 days. OMG - I'd dead tired and I'm not even the one working! My job hunt has been put on hold. As have been my workouts. And I'm feeling very blah because of this. I'm trying not to get down on myself about it but it does bother me - - even though the scale shows no difference I feel the pounds trying to creep back on. I want to go to the Reunion!!! Financially things are tight. There is a slim chance I can go - but the waiting is so difficult. Romantically? I always laughed when a friend said he was bad boyfriend material - it sounded like an excuse of him to behave badly or just not try. I try.....but.....it seems that I am bad boyfriend material. sigh So I'm really looking forward to the family time this weekend. My sister and I will be hanging out with a brother and a SIL and some friends. I got to visit with some of them last weekend - - - but not long enough. This weekend will be a longer visit. Which is just what I think I need. I felt so better - - it seemed my energy was renewed and my mood was better. Maybe I'll be able go get some advice (or even a kick in the behind would be good at this point!) - - advice, insight, pity - - I don't know but being able to just talk and laugh and not worry about stuff for a couple days is very welcome at this point.