Truth be told I've been drinking all night. I usually don't do this but heavy things happened today and I feel like it.
I'm thinking of my cousin, Dawn. She died of lupus in 2001 and I can't get my mind off her. We were best friends and I had the best times with her. I miss her tonight in the worst way; the tears won't stop and I feel my heart just sinking. She's was the 4th of four great women I've lost in my life, I try not to think of them. But tonight...well, tonight.....
I would give anything for just 5 minutes with her. It's funny how your life passes in front of you.
....just 5 minutes.
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