[Soft*Silver]

I am suspicious about almost everyone. I never was this way until recently. Before, I trusted long before I should have. This resulted in my suspiciousness.

The one person in my life that I will have to bare my soul and all my sins to, my AA sponsor, I had no suspicions about. She is the only person in the last few years that I instantly trusted. Goddess spoke. I listened.

I abuse the inside of my car. I have hauled wet plants on my leather seats. Sick dogs have thrown up on them. All my fast food wrappers (I rarely eat FF but when I do...) are on the back floor and all my pop cans are on the front floor.

I had a dream about a mirror, that when you look into it, it can morph your face into an animals face. It is intended for children to play with. I even have the design details and how it works given to me in the dream. Isnt this odd and wild and fun?

I sleep on my couch because my old dog can no longer climb the stairs. She cries when I have made her do this. She will never be asked to do it again. I will sleep downstairs until she passes...