you would realize that I am slowly missing being loved more than I am remembering the angst of losing love
that my hair desperately needs a haircut...and I need to get it done before I go into the hospital...sighing...
that I have a frozen hershey bar in my freezer that I havent touched in five days...a record
that reps, PMs and VMs with people on this site mean so much to me...
most of my time I am bored. I read, I computer, I watch tv and movies, I do crafts, I garden, I chat with friends and family...but I am so tired of not being part of the bigger world...
I am very tactile and if you give me something that sets off those senses, I am totally bizarre in the way I indulge myself until I am satiated by that texture or touch...
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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