Lots of stress over here...tomorrow Shelia's mom has thyroid surgery. Earlier this year they diagnosed her with breast cancer but little has been done since the chemo shrunk the lumps. But she has had several other problems crop up.
Have had to go to 2 funerals within a month - Shelia lost 2 family members.
Money is tight as always.
Today is my early day at work. Have to be there at 8 instead of 8:30. Traffic is so crazy here lately that my Monday drive is a always a bit more stressful than the rest of the week.
Been in counseling to work on why my weight ballooned to nearly 350 before losing over 130. Working through a lot of stuff there and it's not pretty. Having to confront what I have pushed away and chose to ignore or what I genuinely repressed is painful and stressful. Based on the journal writings I left with my counselor 2 weeks ago I am not looking forward to our session this week. It is going to be difficult because I am pretty sure we will be dealing with something I never told anyone until I gave her my journals to read.
I will survive - it won't be pretty at times but I will survive.
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