Apocalipstic,
Thank you for your post.

I love the words you make up. I do that too. It is my thing.
Yes, I am feeling like the holidays are a landminds just ready to go off.

I am going to try what you said to do. I am just praying it works. My anxiety is off the charts now. I have been to the doctor 3x's already for this. Each year it just gets worse and worse.
Thanks again.
Love,
Andrew