[Ashton]

Dugan had his surgery and came through it well. When they brought him to me he licked my hand, then peed on my shoe!!
He wouldnt look at me and he moved away when I tried to pet him!

All was forgiven once I gave him food/water...well almost they told me to only let him have a 1/2 cup each of food and water. He scarffed them both looked @me for more; and got sick a few minutes later (outside fortunatley). But now he keeps going to where I feed/water him and sits and cries because nothing is there!!

I ate a cold dinner outside so he wouldnt see it or smell it and I still feel very guilty!! He keeps licking my hands checking for food if I head to the kitchen he almost beats me there!!

I know he will be ok til morning...but Im not sure I will be!!