not settling for less than what i want or deserve. travel. lack of intimacy. rescheduling meetings at work. creating "home" at home. rearranging furniture. ideas for auction items. simplifying. getting the shit beaten out of me so i can maybe break through this damn emotional barrier that has suddenly appeared (note: this is atypical cara behavior but sometimes i just need to release and unwind in this way). hanging out with friends. budgeting for a new car, tattoo, more travel. release and closure. wondering why i feel i need to justify my actions to anyone. and on and on and on.
