relapse spin
today I couldnt remember if I took my medicine for that shift. I still felt safe and didnt think I Needed another dose but if I missed my dose, then it could come screaming back at me in an hour or so....and then I got upset with myself for not measuring it out and taking it by a swig. I can do that with almost anything but oxycodine. I realized I was setting myself up for a relapse if I didnt straighten it out NOW. So my measuring spoon is beside my bottle and my times are marked on a sheet next to the spoon. My roomie comes to tell me its time.
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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