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Nina · 09-14-2010, 03:25 PM

I have been struggling...

it's been hard to be of good cheer and feel hopeful...

yesterday I went to cardio-rehab, and though it's baby steps, I made All the steps and am gonna be back there tomorrow morning at 7:30 am

I went back to work today, and while it kinda sucks in some ways, I proved to myself I can do it...and, since I work freelance, I can work when I want, mostly...

I have a big trip planned next week to go east and take care of my mother...I am feeling stronger and more confident that I can do what I need to do...

And...what actually made me JoyFull was finding out that I got accepted to a juried show to which I applied...it's a really well known Bay Area holiday show...I did it last year and loved it...I had not heard anything from the application, so I finally send an email to the director of the show...she wrote back saying I got in!!...it had really boosted my spirits...I also applied to an other show, only because SF helped me with the resizing of the pictures...I haven't heard from that one, I don't think I'll get in, but I promised myself I'd apply...I am really Thrilled to be accepted to the KPFA Craft Fair which is going to be held this December....

yeah, I do know I am rambling on...luckly there is 'delete' ;)

it just feels pretty nice that the sun is shining into the house (and it is, we're having a lovely day) and I am feeling some glimmers of hope...that's okay, right?

09-14-2010, 03:25 PM	#2745
Nina Timed Out How Do You Identify?: unmistakably Preferred Pronoun?: dearheart Relationship Status: In love, loved and Happy, thanks for askin' Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: SF CA Posts: 1,720 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,113 Thanked 3,384 Times in 931 Posts Rep Power: 0	I have been struggling... it's been hard to be of good cheer and feel hopeful... yesterday I went to cardio-rehab, and though it's baby steps, I made All the steps and am gonna be back there tomorrow morning at 7:30 am I went back to work today, and while it kinda sucks in some ways, I proved to myself I can do it...and, since I work freelance, I can work when I want, mostly... I have a big trip planned next week to go east and take care of my mother...I am feeling stronger and more confident that I can do what I need to do... And...what actually made me JoyFull was finding out that I got accepted to a juried show to which I applied...it's a really well known Bay Area holiday show...I did it last year and loved it...I had not heard anything from the application, so I finally send an email to the director of the show...she wrote back saying I got in!!...it had really boosted my spirits...I also applied to an other show, only because SF helped me with the resizing of the pictures...I haven't heard from that one, I don't think I'll get in, but I promised myself I'd apply...I am really Thrilled to be accepted to the KPFA Craft Fair which is going to be held this December.... yeah, I do know I am rambling on...luckly there is 'delete' ;) it just feels pretty nice that the sun is shining into the house (and it is, we're having a lovely day) and I am feeling some glimmers of hope...that's okay, right?