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bigbutchmistie · 09-18-2010, 02:28 AM

[SIZE="3"]1. how I made a mistake and sacrifced my morals for romance recently out of loneliness.

2 No matter how right the connection felt, I knew better once she told me her situation

3. How it broke my heart to have to walk away. Knowing it was the right thing to do.

4. How much I realize Im HUMAN and how much I have grown. I will never accept anything less than someone's ENTIRE heart.

5. I just hope one day she doesnt hate me anymore and she finds peace.

Second Part of 5's

1. How Im trying to forgive myself right now for making the mistake

2. Lately its keeping me up at night. Because Im hurt cause I cared, and I know I hurt her.

3. How much I miss her and I know it doesnt matter. Doesnt change the bottom line.

4. How forgiving myself is something Im struggling with right now. I know I need to do that to move on.

5. But forgiving myself isnt easy. I know I hurt someone and it doesnt matter that it was unintentionally. It still happened and that breaks my heart.

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THIS ROMANCE WAS NOT FROM ANYONE ON THIS SITE. OR ANY OTHER SITE.]

09-18-2010, 02:28 AM	#969
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	[SIZE="3"]1. how I made a mistake and sacrifced my morals for romance recently out of loneliness. 2 No matter how right the connection felt, I knew better once she told me her situation 3. How it broke my heart to have to walk away. Knowing it was the right thing to do. 4. How much I realize Im HUMAN and how much I have grown. I will never accept anything less than someone's ENTIRE heart. 5. I just hope one day she doesnt hate me anymore and she finds peace. Second Part of 5's 1. How Im trying to forgive myself right now for making the mistake 2. Lately its keeping me up at night. Because Im hurt cause I cared, and I know I hurt her. 3. How much I miss her and I know it doesnt matter. Doesnt change the bottom line. 4. How forgiving myself is something Im struggling with right now. I know I need to do that to move on. 5. But forgiving myself isnt easy. I know I hurt someone and it doesnt matter that it was unintentionally. It still happened and that breaks my heart. DISCLAIMER THIS ROMANCE WAS NOT FROM ANYONE ON THIS SITE. OR ANY OTHER SITE.] Last edited by bigbutchmistie; 09-18-2010 at 02:50 AM.