[ruthie14]

Originally Posted by Matthew

((((((((((((((((Ruthie)))))))))))))))))) you'll find someone eventually hun

Begining to doubt it Matthew... was talking to yet another person the last couple of days... seemed to be going well.. then just a couple minutes ago get a very impersonal... "don't think we have enough in common". Jeeze.. really? that's it? Truely.. I give up... I'm done.. I have had enough.

Went out with my friends the last 2 nights... and it is really starting to get to me. Most are happily coupled up. Usually I have no trouble with it. I don't know, my stepsister died this week, we were the same age.. maybe that has something to do with it... but I feel like life is passing me by. Someone told me that if you are not with your forever partner by 50 that you will NEVER find them. I am 48. Really??? I don't need someone to complete me... I am complete... but I would like to have someone in my life to share my life with. I came out so late.. feel like I've wasted so much time. Damn!