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waxnrope · 10-11-2010, 09:24 PM

My friend, whom I've known since teens has sepsis and pneumonia. The pneumonia isn't clearing well. There are nodules in her lungs that are probably from rheumatoid arthritis. They obscure the x-ray. She will have bronchoscopy tomorrow, and plan to do savage, a washing out of cells. Oh God, this sounds so suspicious of cancer. Her daughter called me. Calls each day. I told her my fear. She was thinking the same thing.

I feel like I did in May, when I waited to finally hear of my sister's cancer. It is hard to breathe. But when I can do so deeply, I will go outside, stand in the middle of the street and scream. Yell to the universe., to G-d, to that Great Nothingness, "No can't have them yet. I won't let you. No."

10-11-2010, 09:24 PM	#4238
waxnrope Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 5/27/2011 Preferred Pronoun?: hy ho, hy ho; he, she, it, whatever Relationship Status: Going slow ... Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: in her orifices ... la frontera Posts: 1,433 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,414 Thanked 2,957 Times in 952 Posts Rep Power: 0	My friend, whom I've known since teens has sepsis and pneumonia. The pneumonia isn't clearing well. There are nodules in her lungs that are probably from rheumatoid arthritis. They obscure the x-ray. She will have bronchoscopy tomorrow, and plan to do savage, a washing out of cells. Oh God, this sounds so suspicious of cancer. Her daughter called me. Calls each day. I told her my fear. She was thinking the same thing. I feel like I did in May, when I waited to finally hear of my sister's cancer. It is hard to breathe. But when I can do so deeply, I will go outside, stand in the middle of the street and scream. Yell to the universe., to G-d, to that Great Nothingness, "No can't have them yet. I won't let you. No." Last edited by waxnrope; 10-11-2010 at 09:30 PM.