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Mr. SuperTuff
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Things happen...
Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: somewhere over the rainbow
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I have an assignment and I have been dragging my feet all damn day.My therapist says that posting in here has helped me a lot.That maybe I should use it as a tool to help me overcome my obstacles.Part of my recovery revolves around my son. A large chunk involves me coping with losing him.
The flashbacks are bad today, but I'll give it a try.
Today was my son's due date.
My Libra baby.
He never had the chance to take his first breath.
His tiny life snuffed out in violence.
I've learned to forgive those involved in my son's death.
I don't think I've ever forgiven myself.
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"Today we would pass through the scenes of our youth like travelers. We are burnt up by hard facts; like tradesmen we understand distinctions, and like butchers, necessities. We are no longer untroubled - we are indifferent. We might exist there; but, should we really live there?"
~Erich Maria Remarque "All Quiet on the Western Front"
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