[Soft*Silver]

I wish I hadnt believed the lies I suspected were lies

I wish I hadnt stopped working on my credentials.

I wish I hadnt been sitting at that red light where that semi hit me in the front and then in the back (nodding to the Guy in Florida)

I wish I hadnt used that damn hand held gas powered fence auger by myself that almost tore off my right arm

I wish I hadnt fallen off my horse and broke my tailbone, broke ribs, suffered a head concussion, detached retinas, and lost my hearing for two weeks

I wish I hadnt been such a piss poor mother to my child when I was drinking. I am so glad I am a much better mother now.