I am actually pretty successful and really did not realize I was upset about this until last week.
So I am not really wallowing in my anger nor ignoring my life. I have a great life...however, my great life involves PTSD and some other health issues that are tied to early trauma when I was too young to make decisions for myself.
I know no one gives a shit about my pain really (or anyone else's). I totally get that.
Would it be better if I did not discuss here? Is it drawing people into a subject best left alone?
But then its back to secrets and lies.